Bah Humbug

I'm bored as shit. Holidays don't feel like tis the season to be jolly.

Our T.V blew up, getting a 60" this time

My friend from NY came down, shes sexy now. Don't want to ruin our friendship, though..

My friend from TX came down, hes very ambitious. He just needs a break and he can make it happen.

Going snowboarding, again next Wednesday, hooray

I have not been on the bike in over a month, I'm holding back.. the temptation.. is killing me..

Going to NY late January. I miss my cousin's (Alpha side)

Wish I had my degree already..

I hate and love school

I like observing people

I hate getting close to people

I'm a sadist

Next semester is going to be a killer

Friend wants me to go museum hopping in VA (Smithsonian Institution)

I quit my job and now broke.

Never knew I could become so frugal

Parents let me design our new house, ideas are flooding my brain

Cant wait till I see the final product

I need $2800 for a architectural program

I need to paint my bike and make custom decals

I'm delirious and talking out of my ass

I love my new car

Scared to get into another relationship

Wish it was possible to just have a friend with benefits

Nothing wrong with two adults having casual sex

I cant believe I just said that

I should get to bed now

Bye,

DeeK

I AM LEGEND

Everyone dies at the end.


The end.

Holidays

Now that school is over, I am bored out of my mind.

Dear December

I wish you would really come around. I know the earth goes through heat cycles, but this is pushing it! I want to go snowboarding, damnit! Be warned, when December 24th rolls around and you're still acting up -you will feel the wrath!

Anyway, I have 5 snowboards, a few of which are going for sale. Sizes are from 155 to 158, different makes and models. If someone is interested, I'll take some pictures.

Good graces

Today is my Philosophy final, I must say this has been the most boring -interesting class there is. I have a healthy 'B' going into the final. I think I can pull it off!

I been sleeping at 10pm in the last 2 days, its nice to wake up when the world wakes up. Last night I slept at 10pm and woke up at 4:30am. Lied in bed trying to finish my dream, but it was a no go (I hope you make it, Dumbo!)..

Ambitions

I've been very ambitious lately, I'm going through all my professional contacts and colleagues so that one day I may fulfill my dreams.

Firstly, while I study mechanical engineering I want to study architecture and interior design, on the side. My mother was a interior designer, I also have a friend who is a architect and makes 80-100k a year. Let me note that he is self taught. One day, I wish to start a company incorporate both fields into one field, maybe even Civil engineering, as well.

Secondly, when I graduate from college I will begin training to summit Mt. Everest. Crazy, yes.. Suicidal, maybe.. I feel that being on top of the world will bring new meaning to my life. This has always been a personal goal of mine, and I feel very sincere, personal to this feat. It's like my own personal mission, to prove to myself.




I would like to end with this quote by George Bernard.

Life isn't about finding Yourself. Life is about creating Yourself.

I remember years ago, the days of darkness and emptiness I would ponder for meaning. I wanted to find myself, I used to take road trips -alone, to define myself. I never succeeded. This quote just taught me everything I wanted to learn in a matter of seconds, that I spent years trying to find. It all makes sense and I finally feel like I'm in control of my life, once again.


Toodles!

Growing in Grace, Age, and Wisdom

With so many birthdays around the corner, I noticed something. They all want something out of their birthday, as if they deserve something. I feel that at the age of 21+ you should be thanking your mother and father every birthday, instead of yearning for a "surprise". I honestly don't remember the last time I celebrated my birthday. I really don't see the significance of gaining all that attention for surviving another year, I'm just another year closer to dying (ha-ha). That is all for today, pulled another all nighter..
I must go embark on a journey to figure out what my brother wants..




I had a history professor that once said, "The smarter we get, the sadder we become." Take a step back and think about it for a second, for me there is so much truth to that saying.