Bah Humbug

I'm bored as shit. Holidays don't feel like tis the season to be jolly.

Our T.V blew up, getting a 60" this time

My friend from NY came down, shes sexy now. Don't want to ruin our friendship, though..

My friend from TX came down, hes very ambitious. He just needs a break and he can make it happen.

Going snowboarding, again next Wednesday, hooray

I have not been on the bike in over a month, I'm holding back.. the temptation.. is killing me..

Going to NY late January. I miss my cousin's (Alpha side)

Wish I had my degree already..

I hate and love school

I like observing people

I hate getting close to people

I'm a sadist

Next semester is going to be a killer

Friend wants me to go museum hopping in VA (Smithsonian Institution)

I quit my job and now broke.

Never knew I could become so frugal

Parents let me design our new house, ideas are flooding my brain

Cant wait till I see the final product

I need $2800 for a architectural program

I need to paint my bike and make custom decals

I'm delirious and talking out of my ass

I love my new car

Scared to get into another relationship

Wish it was possible to just have a friend with benefits

Nothing wrong with two adults having casual sex

I cant believe I just said that

I should get to bed now

Bye,

DeeK

I AM LEGEND

Everyone dies at the end.


The end.

Holidays

Now that school is over, I am bored out of my mind.

Dear December

I wish you would really come around. I know the earth goes through heat cycles, but this is pushing it! I want to go snowboarding, damnit! Be warned, when December 24th rolls around and you're still acting up -you will feel the wrath!

Anyway, I have 5 snowboards, a few of which are going for sale. Sizes are from 155 to 158, different makes and models. If someone is interested, I'll take some pictures.

Good graces

Today is my Philosophy final, I must say this has been the most boring -interesting class there is. I have a healthy 'B' going into the final. I think I can pull it off!

I been sleeping at 10pm in the last 2 days, its nice to wake up when the world wakes up. Last night I slept at 10pm and woke up at 4:30am. Lied in bed trying to finish my dream, but it was a no go (I hope you make it, Dumbo!)..

Ambitions

I've been very ambitious lately, I'm going through all my professional contacts and colleagues so that one day I may fulfill my dreams.

Firstly, while I study mechanical engineering I want to study architecture and interior design, on the side. My mother was a interior designer, I also have a friend who is a architect and makes 80-100k a year. Let me note that he is self taught. One day, I wish to start a company incorporate both fields into one field, maybe even Civil engineering, as well.

Secondly, when I graduate from college I will begin training to summit Mt. Everest. Crazy, yes.. Suicidal, maybe.. I feel that being on top of the world will bring new meaning to my life. This has always been a personal goal of mine, and I feel very sincere, personal to this feat. It's like my own personal mission, to prove to myself.




I would like to end with this quote by George Bernard.

Life isn't about finding Yourself. Life is about creating Yourself.

I remember years ago, the days of darkness and emptiness I would ponder for meaning. I wanted to find myself, I used to take road trips -alone, to define myself. I never succeeded. This quote just taught me everything I wanted to learn in a matter of seconds, that I spent years trying to find. It all makes sense and I finally feel like I'm in control of my life, once again.


Toodles!

Growing in Grace, Age, and Wisdom

With so many birthdays around the corner, I noticed something. They all want something out of their birthday, as if they deserve something. I feel that at the age of 21+ you should be thanking your mother and father every birthday, instead of yearning for a "surprise". I honestly don't remember the last time I celebrated my birthday. I really don't see the significance of gaining all that attention for surviving another year, I'm just another year closer to dying (ha-ha). That is all for today, pulled another all nighter..
I must go embark on a journey to figure out what my brother wants..




I had a history professor that once said, "The smarter we get, the sadder we become." Take a step back and think about it for a second, for me there is so much truth to that saying.

Insomnia

I have the worst sleeping habits and patterns. My biological clock is so messed up I wake up thinking its 6pm when its 10am. At times I'm left with no choice but to pull an all night-er, in hopes that the next day I may retain a normal sleeping pattern. Today, for example I just pulled an all night-er, all dressed and ready for the day to come forth.. Bring it!

I think all this has to do with the fact that I think sleep is a waste of --time and a bit over-rated.. In my earlier college years I would sleep an average of 4 hrs a night, and felt perfectly fine the next. Scientifically speaking, we go through several cycles of sleep. Some people just rest better than others.

This is what I believe and constantly push myself(not purposely) to stay up later than the night before. I believe that if we weren't evolved and designed to need sleep and rest, our lives would be much more technologically superior. Hell, maybe then we would have the answers to some of life's toughest questions. Einstein had the same thought process, he didn't believe in sleep so he took several naps in a day. Unfortunately, this method has failed me, ha ha.

In my delirious state of mind, I feel that I drifted away from the topic at hand.

10,000 Calories!

I probably made the most juiciest, delicious, mouth-watering Turkey ever! Never in my life have I had ate such tasty turkey. My family thought it was Chicken because it was so damn good. We were only able to eat a quarter of the turkey, ha ha. The rest, I made turkey salad, which was delicious, too.

Black Friday was quite the experience, lol. I got to Best Buys around 10pm and sat in the blistering cold for 7 hours. Luckily there was a gas station in walking distance, in which I was able to drink some liquor and Hazelnut Coffee! I'm glad I got my GPS, its so much fun to play with. Needless to say, even after we got our loot from Best Buys, we went to Discover Mills and Gwinett Mall (Damn girls!).

Saturday can earn a honorable mention, it was a friends birthday! As much as I hate Strip Clubs, I ended up going to Cheetah. We had VIP so that was pretty cool, but I was shocked to see women completely degrade themselves. Needless to say everyone had fun, it was amusing watching my friends facial expressions while getting lap dances, and shouting out random one liners such as, "Are you sure you're gay?" "Concentrate!". The Strippers couldn't even dance right or be in the "zone" because of our dumb ass remarks, lol. All in all, it was pretty fun, besides my views on Strippers, they are pretty cool girls to talk to.

Thanksgiving & Black Friday

Thanksgiving sparks the moment for the holiday season to begin, hope everyone has a great time. Today I decided to do all the cooking, should be fun! I'm thinking Turducken! Wish I had family members here in Atlanta. I don't think we have ever had a family reunion. Hope they have a great Thanksgiving, as well as all my friends!

I'm camping out in front of Best Buys to get a Tom Tom ONE LE GPS! Leaving my house at 9:00 right after dinner. For my nonexistent stalkers, I'll be at the one near Mall of Georgia look for a White Acura TL. Far drive I know(50min for me), but my friend says she will feel safer since Black Friday sales tend to get violent, from time to time.

Tired!

Dang, I'm tired.